This message is about self-trust. You have learned so much and been trained in so many things. You are working your Path. The one thing that you need to be 100% sure of is to trust in yourself. It is hard for you. In the past you could not establish this trust because whatever you did, had no results. That is because you were not supported by the energies and Gaia in the moment.
Understand that in each particular moment right now, right here, you are finally creating what you wanted to create in all of your lifetimes. Because of your prior negative experience, you must now totally step forward and let everything behind you melt, disappear or go away and be totally supported in the moment by everybody and everything creating with you. This is the way that you will be able to rebuild this trust in yourself.
Hugs and love to all of you,
Grandma